"When I got home from tour, I had really wild dizzy spells, this feeling like I couldn't breathe," Grande told ELLE. "I would be in a good mood, fine and happy, and they would hit me out of nowhere. I've always had anxiety, but it had never been physical before. There were a couple of months straight where I felt so upside down."
Grande didn't speak much for days after the attack, according to ELLE. She said that when experiencing a terrorist attack firsthand, as opposed to seeing the atrocities on the news, "Everything is different." She wanted to do something, though - and that she did. Grande and her manager Scooter Braun organized the One Love Manchester benefit concert following the attack to bring together the city of Manchester and raise money for the emergency fund.