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Amongst Trump Attacks, We Remain Committed to the OUT100

Editor in chief Aaron Hicklin reflects on this year's OUT100 in light of the recent election.

OUT100 honoree Robby Mook, Hillary Clinton's campaign manager. Photography by Gavin Bond. Groomer: Amber Amos for The Only Agency using Sisley Paris. Photographed at Hillary Clinton Campaign headquarters, Brooklyn, on September 30, 2016.

"If you're willing to fail interestingly, you tend to succeed interestingly," wrote Edward Albee, a three-time Pulitzer Prize winner, and one of the 20th century's great writers. I met him twice -- once in the 1990s to profile him for a British newspaper, and again in 2008 at a shoot for the OUT100. On both occasions I felt out of my depth, because I was. Albee was a fierce intellect with little time for the stupid or naive, and in his presence you might easily feel both. He died in September, and I am glad he did not get to see the results of this shabby political season, in which ignorance trumped intellect. Albee liked to provoke his audience, and likely his plays today would come labeled with trigger warnings. He believed fixed opinions should always be challenged. "Any play that doesn't offend somebody probably has something terribly wrong with it," he once said. "A lot of people should be offended, deserve to be offended. One shouldn't pull any punches. I'd rather be a disturber than a pacifier." That, in a nutshell, is the history of the queer movement at its best: disturbers of the peace who do not pull their punches. If there was ever a time for that spirit it is now.

Albee has been on my mind as we put together this year's OUT100. It has been more than 10 years since I joined Out and suggested to the editorial team that a better way to honor 100 people each year would be to photograph them all -- a monumental challenge at which we occasionally fail, and often succeed, but always interestingly. Much of that team are still with me, buttressed by others who have since joined and apply a similar fervor to this annual exercise. Along the way we've had the opportunities to meet and photograph our heroes, as well as the heroes of tomorrow. In that same issue with Albee, you can also see Gus Van Sant, Sir Ian McKellen, Rachel Maddow, and Denise Simmons, the then-newly-elected mayor of Cambridge, Mass., and the first lesbian African-American mayor in the United States. I just checked Wikipedia, and I'm happy to report that Simmons is now serving her eighth term. This is how change comes. And this is how Out chooses to celebrate it. Looking through those 10 issues of the OUT100 is to see change in motion.

When we photographed President Obama for last year's OUT100, the first time a sitting president had been shot for a gay title, we knew a milestone had been achieved. Being able, this year, to shoot the LGBT staff in his administration, represents a grace note to Obama's two terms in office, and a terribly poignant reminder of what might have been had the results of Tuesday's election been different. To see a dangerous and vile clown like Rudi Giuliani being touted as attorney general is spine-chilling, and his record as mayor of New York a foreshadowing of what we can expect. Now is the time to shout the names of people like Amadou Diallo and Patrick Dorismond from the rooftops. The first was an unarmed 23-year-old Guinean immigrant shot 41 times and killed by cops who were consistently defended by the mayor (all were aquitted). The second was a Haitian-American shot by cops and vilified in death by Giuliani. Both were entirely innocent, and both were victims of racial profiling in a pre-social media age.

Social media may have turned us all into journalists, but we still need a vital and energetic press. A few months ago I had the chance to see Hamilton, with this year's OUT100 Breakout Star, Javier Munoz, in the lead. Both a celebration of America's robust democracy and of our diversity, Lin-Manuel Miranda's musical represents everything that we should cherish about the United States. But one song, in particular, stuck with me. "The Room Where It Happened" is about the secret dealings that happen in places of power and which impact us all. It's always been the role of journalists to find a way to be in the room where it happens -- that is how we hold people to account. Donald Trump has many sins, but among the most dangerous is his attack on freedom of the press. That's what happens in his spiritual motherland, Putin's Russia, and we have to ensure it doesn't happen here. We have no idea how the next few months and years will evolve, but if we're to understand how the new administration plans to govern this country, we need to find a way to be in the room where it happens. Let's ensure that President Trump does not thwart that bedrock principle of democracy.

It goes without saying that this year's portfolio could not be representative without paying tribute to the men and women who lost their lives at Pulse nightclub in Orlando, and those who rose to the challenge in the aftermath of that grim assault on our freedom. But nor would it have been representative without acknowledging the extraordinary place the LGBT community finds itself in today. Just take a look at our cover stars -- a Latino HIV-positive leading man on Broadway (Javier Munoz), a stunning transgender African-American model chosen as a face for beauty giant Clairol (Tracey Norman), a legendary fashion designer-turned-movie director (Tom Ford), and Ellen DeGeneres -- who came out in 1997 when it was bold and brave in ways today's emerging stars can hardly imagine. She got some shit for that, as she tells managing editor R. Kurt Osenlund, but she emerged on the other side stronger, better, and more successful than ever -- for refusing to pull her punches. That is the story of our community, and of the OUT100, and it's one we need to keep telling, as urgently today as ever.

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Mey Rude is a journalist and cultural critic who has been covering queer news for a decade. The transgender, Latina lesbian lives in Los Angeles with her fiancée.

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The great trans 'hope' of Karla Sofía Gascón's Oscar campaign

The transgender star of Netflix’s Emilia Pérez, Karla Sofía Gascón, is poised to make LGBTQ+ history on Hollywood’s biggest night. She shares why that visibility matters.

To go where no out transgender actor has gone before, Karla Sofía Gascón has crafted a trans character unlike any the world has ever seen.

In the Oscar-favorite film Emilia Pérez written and directed by Jacques Audiard, Gascón stars opposite equally brilliant Zoe Saldaña and Selena Gomez. Gascón plays the titular Emilia, a Mexican cartel head who transitions to live the life she’s always wanted. Emilia is both the hero and villain of her own story: a lesbian, a CEO, a leader, a lover, a singer, and many other things trans characters rarely get to be on-screen.

Emilia Pérez was a major presence at this year's Golden Globes, garnering 10 nominations — the most ever for a comedy or musical film — and winning gold for Best Comedy or Musical, Best Supporting Actress (Zoe Saldaña), Best Song (“El Mal”) and Best Non-English-language Film. Gascón earned a nomination for Best Performance by a Female Actor in a Musical or Comedy and delivered a moving speech about the importance of trans visibility after the film won Best Comedy or Musical. If the awards season momentum continues, she will become the first out trans actor nominated for an Academy Award.

Karla Sofia Gascon in Emilia PerezEmilia Pérez (Karla Sofía Gascon) comforts love interest Epifanía (Adriana Paz). Netflix

The acclaim for Emilia Pérez is culturally and politically significant, as the film and Gascón’s role challenge ideas of what trans representation can and should be. In the musical-crime comedy, Emilia is a criminal, she’s violent, she hides her identity from her wife, and she lives a tragic life. But she’s also fearful, strong, loving, loved, curious, hopeful, loyal, and brilliant. Defying the law and social norms, Emilia refuses to be defined by others, exactly as her portrayer intended.

“I give all my truth and all my soul. Each person is different; each trans experience is different. Humans are not robots; we don’t behave the same way, nor do we perceive things the same. We have the same emotions but within different ranges. Humans are complex, and it makes me very upset when they try to reduce us to a group or a single idea,” Gascón says.

“We are used to seeing these kinds of characters portrayed as simple stereotypes — boxed into prostitution or cabaret, exaggerated comedies, or tragic dramas,” she continues. “Well, no, my dear. Trans people, gays, lesbians, and bisexuals exist everywhere: in sports, science, economics, politics, Christmas, and summer — even in the world of drug trafficking. The problem is that certain institutions find it hard to acknowledge this truth.”

While some critics have argued that the film falls into negative tropes about trans women being violent or deceptive, for Gascón, some of those same complexities are what made the role so powerful. Instead of letting Emilia’s flaws flatten the character into a harmful stereotype, Gascón, under the direction of Audiard, created a three-dimensional and layered human being.

“I think Emilia adapted a bit to me, and I to her. As an actress, I can’t judge my characters; I have to understand them,” she says. “What kind of actress would I be if I portrayed my characters from the outside, questioning their decisions instead of understanding their struggles? Emilia is a very, very complex character who comes from the deepest darkness.... That’s what I gave her: the thickest darkness so that the light could shine brighter.”

Despite the online controversy, Gascón has heard from many trans people who watched and loved the film, expressing that they’re thankful she’s expanding how movie audiences see trans women. “The only comments I’ve received about this are expressions of gratitude for how, for the first time, a trans character is approached in a way never seen before, placing the community in a global context,” she says. “It conveys the understanding that this is not something limited to certain spaces but a social reality we cannot ignore.”

At the 2024 Out100 event, Gascón spoke onstage as an honoree. She shared that a mother had recently approached her to say that the film and Gascón’s press tour are making her trans daughter feel less alone, helping her realize “that there is a place for us in this world.” In a political era when trans rights — and youth, in particular — are under attack, this visibility is vital.

“Every day I remember why I should not let myself sink by criticism or hatred, because there are many people who need us in this world, because we are the owners of our bodies and we do not hurt anyone by loving or feeling,” she said. “Our identity is the only thing we have, and no matter how hard they try, they will never be able to take it away from us — because it is ours.”

While Gascón may become the first actress to break the transgender glass ceiling at the Oscars, she knows the world is overflowing with talented trans creatives who can’t wait to stride the same path she’s walking now.

“All actors and actresses, regardless of their gender, sexual orientation, or skin color, deserve to be recognized for putting their soul into a life written on paper,” she says. “There are many trans actors and actresses who spend their lives acting in small theaters telling big stories. Maybe in a few years, it will be normal to see them collecting awards without anyone being surprised. Four years ago, I was doing the same thing, giving performances in a small theater for very few spectators. That is the hope I want to leave to all my fellow actors.”

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