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Out100 Cover Star Janaya Khan Is Building a New World

The Black Lives Matter leader is turning their hopes and dreams for the future into action.

*Note: Janaya Khan will moderate the first-ever Out100 Symposium on Friday. More information at the bottom of this post.

As cofounder of Black Lives Matter Canada, a program director for racial justice organization Color of Change, and speaker for the Keppler Speakers Bureau, Janaya "Future" Khan has emerged as one of today's most influential leaders of the Black liberation movement.

In an essay Khan recently penned for Time, the queer, nonbinary artist and author writes, "Activism is being for someone else who you needed most in your most vulnerable moment." Khan reflects on a difficult period in their own life when they witnessed the power of this concept in action.

"I didn't know that it was activism.I only knew that it was care. I only knew that it was kindness," Khan says of a time in their early teens when they and their family resided in a women's shelter. They explain how the women there would go out of their way to protect and support them -- even pretending to be "aunties" when answering the shelter phone to help Khan and their sister avoid embarrassment.

"At a certain point, those women caught on," says the Toronto native who's now based in Los Angeles. "They started to call themselves our aunties as well.... A lot of them were fleeing domestic abuse, dealing with poverty, and many other societal elements and ills -- and here they are carving out time for this 13-year-old that needed more care. Taking me with them to the store for walks, just to give me a little talking to, just to give me a little bit more attention.... So that fundamentally rearranged how I saw people showing up for each other. These were poor women, white women, Black women, East Asian women.... This house was full of people who had been left behind -- and refused to leave anyone else behind as a result. And that stayed with me; it taught me what advocacy could look like."

Khan, who is married to BLM cofounder Patrisse Cullors, has an amazing gift for speaking -- and somehow manages to inject an inspiring dose of Zen positivity into a movement packed with trauma and pain. In addition to their ability to uplift folx at the darkest of times, Khan is also masterful at explaining abstract ideas and complex systems in terms anyone can understand. To illustrate this point, just check out Khan's YouTube video on defunding the police, in which they break down the problems with our current law enforcement and prison systems -- and gives concrete solutions for changing them -- in about two and a half minutes.

Khan has also been vocal about their queer, nonbinary identity and their thoughts on coming out or exactly what being "out" entails.

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"Saying I'm queer, I'm trans, nonbinary, sure, is a part of it," Khan says. "But really, what it is, is I am no longer going to live in fear. I'm going to live in power.... And I think that's what we need more people to understand, really, everyone, is that it's time for everyone to come across."

Khan, who is also an amateur competitive boxer as well as a burgeoning fashion muse, thanks to their effortlessly cool style sense, explains how our personal identities are directly connected to the state of the world. Our strength as individuals has a direct correlation to the dismantling of evil and unjust systems, Khan says.

"Identity can and should be an entry point into movement," they say. "I understand that Black liberation, for example, is integral to the liberation of all people. And so I believe that identity can actually be our entry point into movements, but it shouldn't be our exit point. I believe that our exit point should be informed by shared values and by our belief system -- because we're not fighting an administration.... What we're fighting is a belief system.

"When you look at some of the legislation that's being used to attack trans people and particularly trans women, it's the same language that was used to keep Black people out of public spaces [during segregation].... They really don't have to recreate new ways to oppress us; they just recycle them."

Though Khan admits that 2020 has certainly been difficult and exhausting for activists, they say the progress made keeps them motivated and focused on the ultimate goal.

"At varying times throughout the day, everything feels possible," Khan says. "And then at other times, winning seems impossible in our lifetime . And then I remind myself, at the risk of losing myself again, that losing this fight is so much greater than any risk that's presented by this administration, by the ilk...."

Khan doesn't plan to stop anytime soon.

"We fought so hard to be here, especially as the queer and trans community, and I'll be damned if we lose ground because some people have temporarily out-resourced us."

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Janaya Khan is one of four cover stories for 2020's Out100 issue, which is comprised of 100 of the most influential LGBTQ+ names in music, fashion, culture, advocacy, and more. Janelle Monae, Joe Mantello, and Wilson Cruz appear on the other covers. The full list will be released Thursday, November 19, 2020 and the issue is out on newsstands on December 1, 2020. The first-ever Out100 Symposium, titled "How Do We Come Back From This" will stream on Out Friday and is set to be hosted by Janaya Khan. The first-ever Out100 Virtual Honoree Induction Ceremony will be Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 8 p.m. EST. You can watch live on the Out100 Live landing page.

Photography by Nabil Elderkin

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9 Breathtaking Portraits of Interracial LGBTQ+ Lovers by Ryan Pfluger
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9 Breathtaking Portraits of Interracial LGBTQ+ Lovers by Ryan Pfluger

In their new book of LGBTQ+ couple’s portraiture Holding Space, Ryan Pfluger lets love guide the lens.


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“I exist at the intersection of marginalization and privilege. I am queer — I am nonbinary — but I’m also white. Grappling with how to handle that as an artist — for my work to investigate a nuanced and complicated space — has been a long journey,” begins photographer Ryan Pfluger (he/they) in his introduction to Holding Space: Life and Love Through a Queer Lens, a revelatory new book of portraiture centering interracial LGBTQ+ couples.

In Holding Space, the meaning of the introduction is layered. The reader learns of the intent of Pfluger’s project — to explore intersectionality through photography of these subjects. But it’s also an introduction to Pfluger, who reveals that his career choice was influenced by an upbringing where he felt powerless. “My father a drug addict, mother an alcoholic. I was outed by my mother at 13 — an age when I didn’t even know what that meant for me. Control became an abstract concept that I was never privy to,” Pfluger shares.

“The driving force to be behind the lens though, was my instinctual desire for people to feel seen, thoughtfully and lovingly,” they add. “From my own experiences and of those I love, I know how damaging being seen through the eyes of judgment, racism, sexism, transphobia, homophobia, and so on can be.”

Gaining control — guiding the lens and the narrative — was an early driving force behind his work. (A renowned celebrity photographer, Pfluger will be known to Out readers for their 2015 Out100 portraits, which included Barack Obama and Caitlyn Jenner.) As photography became “less of a craft and more a part of my being,” however, “I discovered my gift to create art also held space for others—that relinquishing the control I had so desperately craved can be more powerful than possessing it,” Pfluger says. “Photography became a vessel of healing.”

To heal, hold space, and explore intersectionality in a way not seen before through their medium, Pfluger set out to photograph interracial LGBTQ+ couples within their social circle. This time, he did indeed relinquish control and let his subjects tell their story. They could choose the setting and their style of dress or undress. The only requirement was that they touch one another in some fashion.

By the project’s conclusion — “two cross-country trips, over a thousand rolls of film, and sixteen months later” — Pfluger had documented over 120 couples, many of whom were recruited through social media and the internet. Some had broken up over that time period and pulled out of the project. Others wanted to share their heartache. Their stories, in first person, accompany their portraits, which launch Holding Space from the genre of photography book to a work of nonfiction, a chronicle of queer love in the 21st century.

“That is the beauty of relinquishing control,” Pfluger concludes. “Allowing the space for things to evolve and change — for marginalized people to have control over their narratives regardless of my intentions. To listen and learn. That is why Holding Space exists.”

Over 70 portraits and accompanying essays are featured in Holding Space, published by Princeton Architectural Press. The book also boasts excerpts from luminaries like Elliot Page, Bowen Yang, Ryan O’Connell, and Jamie Lee Curtis, and a foreword by director Janicza Bravo. Find a copy at PAPress.com, and see a selection of photography below.

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Akeem (he/him) & Samuel (he/him)

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“Despite our different desires, truths, and fears, there was a unique familiarity that made space for us to better understand each other.” — Akeem

“We challenged the system when we decided to be together, and we’re challenging it again by staying in each other’s lives and preserving the bridges we’ve built." — Samuel

Liz (she/her) & Carlena (she/her)

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“Each and every day I am humbled by the intersectionality of our love. By the way our individual ethnicities, races, upbringings, and queer identities guide us toward an even deeper understanding of self and other.” — Carlena

“My hope is that by continuing to love one another openly and fearlessly, future generations will be inspired to also love without any bounds.” — Liz

Chris (he/him) & Joe (he/him)

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“We are proud to be one of the few queer interracial couples within our immediate or extended family/friend circles, which has encouraged us to speak to our experiences and help others learn alongside us.” — Joe

Jobel (he/him) & Joey (he/they)

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“The beauty that we are coming to experience in owning our sexuality is that we can define what it means for us and how we want to experience it.” — Jobel

Luke (he/him) & Brandon (he/him)

“Our differences are a plenty, but this love does not bend.” — Luke & Brandon

David (he/him) & Michael (he/him)

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“We started our relationship at the height of the pandemic, and it was amazing to be able to run to Michael and feel safe in his arms.” — David

Milo (he/him) & Legacy (he/they)

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“Queer relationships aren’t tied to the limited, binary expectations that typically define heterosexual relationships.” — Milo

“Creating more healthy space in our friendship has been peaceful for us. I feel we are embracing a new form of love.” — Legacy

Coyote (he/they) & Tee (she/they)

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“Loving you feels instinctual, like a habit I was born with. It feels like I was born to love you.” — Tee

“I can feel you loving something deeper than the surface of me and it makes me feel so alive.” — Coyote

Jo (they/them) & Zac (they/them)

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“What can I say other than it is incredibly life-affirming when Jo and I are able to achieve the level of coordination needed to experience the sensation of ‘them,’ and that it helps when I say, ‘I love them’ or ‘I trust them.’” — Zac

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